Mary's Corner


I call upon Your Name...

Oh Lord My God;
answer me this-
What is my destination?
oh please, Dear God,
my goal, I do not
desire to miss...
I try with all my might-
to do the things that are right.
I start with all the great intentions-
and out of the blue, come
the "Yeah-buts," and I become so confused,
and do not know exactly what to do...
I pick up "Your Life Manual"
and search for answers there.
I read and read and read,
yet the haunting feeling remains,
so I come to You, in prayer...

What am I doing wrong?
My desire is to be near Thee.
To know that Heaven is my security.
Lord - my greatest fear is-
to leave this world behind,
only to find- myself in Hell.
I get so scared, Lord God Almighty,
Please show me The Way...

Dear God, please help me.
My soul cries out to You,
Help Me Lord,
tell me what I need to do,
what is this that I am going through?

Assure me Lord, - that on that day
as I stand before You - I will not be cast away...
I have failed so many times -
and it seems the more I try,
the harder it gets,
I just can not understand,
I am so afraid, and it haunts me
day and night.
To be perfect and to do all that's right...
It's like a battle-I cannot fight.

When I search for answers-
my mind entangles like a web.
Lord Jesus, You must know
what I'm going through,
please tell me what I must do...

When You came to earth-
You went through it all.
You were strong and did not fall...
You have the answers-
and I'm asking You,
please show me what to do...

I have cried out Your Name
during my deepest need.
You know my heart-
where must I start?
I must have relief from this pain!
Jesus, Lord Jesus, I call upon Your Name...

written by: Mary Ford,
and inspired by The Holy Spirit...

May you receive this...
God Bless You! and He hears Your Cry!